I've come to realise that I write a lot of dark stuff lately, especially when I write poetry. I talk about the numbness, the overwhelming dark and trying to find a way out that doesn't lead to ultimate self destruction. Which is why, I guess, I write poetry in the first place, to find a refuge for that pain and the emotions that I cannot control or easily speak of.
It makes it easier to let these feelings go into cyberspace where people known or unknown to me can read them.
This is the way that I'm dealing with it for now. Who knows where my head will be in the future.
Until then I have my blog