You get up and do things and you are able to function as a relatively normal human being.
Some days you just can't.
Some days you can't find that bright, shiny light.
You struggle to breathe because it hurts to not be able to say the words that are bouncing around in your head.
You can't say a word because you feel choked up with what feelings you have, that you might just cry.
You can't think of anything but self destruction and not caring about who you might hurt.
Some days you don't