Welcome to my NaNoWriMo 2021 Journey.
This year, as well as trying to write my 50000 words, I also chose to keep a weekly journal about the NaNoWriMo experience for me.
Day one and the creative side of my brain is already stopped in start mode. It's like my car, a bit rough to
start. Yeah, Dad, I know, I probably need to service it - the car, not my brain. According to the neurologist
I spoke to back in March, everything brain-wise is ok. It may be soaked in sugary, carbonated caffeine
residue by now, but at least its working. Just wish the creativity would kick in.
It isn't like I haven't spent the last two months doing planning for this. It isn't like I have the storyboards in
place, ready to roll.
I could have spent time at lunch also writing, instead I got caught in my usual reddit loophole of #aita
posts.
It's not that I'm not interested in writing the story, I think it could just be that I gave so much energy to the
planning that I am not 100% sure that I can give another 1663 dedicated words.
Day eight
Number of words I should be at: 13 304 (give or take)
Number of words I am actually at 7800 (approximately)
Daily word average – way under the 1667 I need to be aiming at. (I know, I said 1663 in previous post,
but I was wrong).
What happened?
Well, as with all things planned, life gets in the way. I get home from work too tired. I write too few words
and burn out. Also, I’m finding my work station (freestanding lap desk sitting on lounge room floor) really
not conductive to long term writing sprints. Ok, so that one is on me. I should have thought of that earlier,
but, yeah, nope. My legs, knees and back start to ache and it all interferes with my writing.
I had a weird dream, that I want to incorporate elements of into the story, but I don’t think it fits in with the
theme of it all. It’s too funny, and while there are humourous elements to the story, I think it will be too
much of a diversion to include it, given that it will be at a tense part of the story. Yep, I have weird
dreams.
Day eight – later
So, I’ve written by hand the next 500 + words, just no one ask what I was supposed to be doing
otherwise. It’s a good way for my mind to drift, get that release of creative energy that my days have
been lacking.
Day 10
So, after not writing anything yesterday, choosing social interaction over doing other tasks before I write,
I have been writing today. The plan I had written out, with all my details, isn’t fitting where the story is
supposed to be headed. Its still the same conversation being said, but the tone of it is changed, and the
path that one of the secondary characters is taking is very different. I still have her making a choice out
of ignorance, but I am adding layers to the why of it so that it has potential for more resonance.
Day 23
Current word count approximately 11500
With seven days to go, I think its pretty fair to say that I am not going to hit the 50000 word goal for
NaNoWriMo. Not that it’s totally shocking. I would have liked to have reached the 25000 mid point, but I
think realistically, I probably won’t hit it. I might hit the 15000 mark, but I might not.
I think that the drive to write needs more work within me. I need to prioritise writing as a daily task to get
those muscles, once quite strong, to come back again.
Do I still like the story I am telling? Sometimes. I worry that, before I reach the end, there will come a
place where I go, actually, I do hate these characters, why can’t I just kill them all? There are definitely
paths that I am being taken on by the characters that I hadn’t planned for when I put together the
planning cards for the chapters. I have pretty much given up on pre-creating character cards with all their
details, instead just making notes along the way for consistency later on.
I did have that aha moment, where I knew how I wanted the chapter to end. Again, it wasn’t a scene I
had preplanned on, more so it was just a drop of an image, and I knew, where I was in my story draft
notes, that I wouldn’t get to it, but I knew I wanted to get there, that I wanted that scene in the story. Kind
of like a few years ago when I knew that I wanted a scene where my central character fought a zombie,
ending with the zombie being pushed into an electric fence. That was a great 10000 word mark!
Day 24
Transferred my handwritten notes, which I always pre-tally the word count. Then when I type them up,
the word count changes for the new addition, usually ending up in more words. Of course, the main
challenge is trying to translate my own rushed handwriting, because it is always a bit of a mess. Usually
because I am writing when I should be doing something else.
Day 29...
Word count: Seriously, don’t even ask me!
The 50000 word deadline looms. I am not even within waving distance of it. I am closer to the starting
line than I am the finishing one.
I think, what I have learnt from all of this is that I need to go further back to my roots as a writer. I need to
start small, maybe a couple of short stories and the like. Maybe review (again) old NaNo projects that I
really enjoyed writing to see what changes can be adapted or made. Lately I have been thinking of the
one that started as a very short chapter story, that I later adapted into a NaNo project. I don’t know if I
still have a printed copy. I know that I had started to make some changes because there were definitely
elements that I didn’t like, that I just wrote for the sake of writing words as opposed to going working on
quality. Which is kind of how NaNo projects are supposed to be. Sometimes it is just words for the sake
of words.
I have also been thinking about the recurring themes and items that come up in my NaNo projects over
the years. Some of these include:
Magic in reality without any justification or explanation about why some people have access to
magic while others do not
Escape from circumstances that are unpleasant to characters
Road trips – usually done on foot. Might start off as solo but usually gather allies
Forests which have magical elements
Overturning authority figures and regimes
Reliance on weaponry, mostly knives, never guns because I don’t like them and know nothing
about them. That’s not to say I know a lot about knives. More so, I don’t know, a fascination with
swords maybe?
Day 30
Yep, that happened.
At least I can say that I attempted it, that I made a start. I put myself through the planning stages. I
wasted a ton of paper and card planning, plotting and scheming.
I think that there were a lot of issues with the world I created. I had a lot of information, and I didn’t know
where to begin. A lot of the questions that I started with never got answered